Backside of Love: the Xine (Adoring Discipline, Domestic D/s, Intimate Ageplay (like spanking, Ageplay, punishment, anal attentions, rectal temps, cornertime, etc.)


Short Shorts: A Different Place	by M. Alexa Desiderata

A Different Place
by M. Alexa Desiderata

unishment sure does seem like a negative thing to want to talk about, but I guess that if you're reading this then you know there can be very intimate things about it, too.

When I've been someone's authority figure I've always found it to be an even closer feeling than any other sort of love. For me to be something of a conscience for someone I love is like being part of them in a way. Like we're sharing a part of each other that almost no one else could understand.

Everyone you pass on every street shares sex with someone. I've always liked that sharing a desire like this really can't be talked about to ninety-nine percent of people. It's always added so much to the love I've felt.

I think of Rosette when I think of conscience and this topic of "Punishmentality".

She found her biological father's love for her to be something that inspired guilt, for as a girl she was very secretive about many things, and he never knew that. She felt in her heart that she wasn't a very good child a lot of the time, the way he thought she was.

So every time he praised his "little angel" it made her cringe somewhere in that most sensitive place we all hide away.

I met her at a BDSM club in Washington, D.C. during a social night when I walked past a "playroom" and her face caught my eye, and held it.