perspective: Backtalk: a variety of experienced people talk about their first experiences with Punishmentality  
Backtalk

Each issue we present a questions related to the issue's theme to four people from different perspectives, and ask them each to answer it. The inquirees will vary, but this issue we ask the Backside Bunch (Carolyn is an Innergirl and subwife, Jennifer is a single femsub disciplinee, M. Alexa is a female Top, and Bobby is a male DaddyDom-type) our Backtalk question: What was your first experience with Punishmentality like?

Carolyn Faulkner: What was your first experience with Punishmentality like?

"My first experience with Punishmentality that wasn’t fictional <big grin> was with Daddy (aka Unka Bobby).

"Spanking I’d always been into – I can remember wanting to read about spankings back when I was a young child, and I held onto that interest throughout my adulthood, but didn’t really do anything about it. 

"I was always very unhappy with any fiction I read about it – unless it was something that slipped by Harlequin’s censors or was in a big, thick bodice buster, like something by Bertrice Small or Johanna Lindsay. 

"When I’d gone to adult book stores, I found the fare there much more likely to appeal to a man – either written so that the female was a slavering idiot who was all breast and no brain, or it was written from the F/m perspective, in which I’ve never had any interest.